| Location | Paralowie South Australia |
| Age | 38 years |
| Cause of Death | Fire |
| Date of Birth | 08/05/1968 |
| Date of Death | 05/02/2007 |
| Visitors | 2,674 since 08/05/2009 |
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Ronnie grew up in western new south wales.Ronnie and myself became a couple at 14years of age, we had four beautiful children together and many happy years together. Ronnie lived for myself and our children he was & still is my soul mate what we had was extremely solid and real. That tragic night of February 4th when our loving family went to bed as any normal family only to be woken early hours in the morning to a screeching smoke detector was the worst night of our lives, although the smoke detector alerted me to the house fire it was to late to save everyone.Sadly i was faced with a decision of who to rescue firstly, instinct directed me to our children babe i hate myself for not being able to save everyone and i will live with that guilt for the rest of my life but i hope you know i still done all i could to save you all.I believe in my heart that you would have made me get the kids out first no matter what babe but that does not help ease my guilt. I love you babe never forget that.
my life
babe today is your birthday & I am missing you like crazy my life is all over the shop at the moment but you know me the famous what if woman lol.Anyway babe as you would already know it is not only your birthday it is also mothers day and I am missing her like crazy to so please please please give mum the biggest hug and kiss from me and tell her how much I love and miss her. I wish I could have you here once again I wish you could be home celebrating your big day with your family but I know that physically ain't possible so I can only hope you have all your loved ones who have gone to heaven are celebrating with you . I love you babe &happy birthday xxx
Your the glue babe.
I dont know where to start babe, i have screwed up i have destroyed our beautiful family that we created. I need you babe i cant cope anymore, i miss you i miss my mum i miss nathan i miss kristy, our grandsons. I had the loss of you the loss of mum i thought i could get through it and come out the other end a strong person. Everyone thinks i have come through strong but inside i am dead, i have no real feelings anymore other than loss,grief & pain.I have tried to make decisions to help me rebuild my life & go forward but it is not happening. I feel like someone who has crossed over, my body is here & moving on but my soul & spirit has gone. I dont want to be here anymore without you, you always made everything alright again somehow & i just cant do that. I have spent 3 1/2 years trying but all i have achieved is hurting our kids, losing our grandchildren, destroying their family home. If i have done all this while i have actually been trying to cope & rebuild a life what the hell is going to happen now i feel i have givin up.I cant tell anyone my true feelings & pain inside because it just upsets them & worries them, therefore i just smile say i am fine & let them believe that. Babe i dont want to be here anymore i want to be with you & mum. You was the glue that made us a family babe all i have managed to be is an acidtone that dissolved the glue & i have no idea how to put the pieces of our family & my life back together. Please come get me babe i love you xxx
ill never forget you
i'll love you to the ends of the earth dad, ill never forget you, no matter how far away i am, ill always have you with me. ill be so far from your ashes, but so close to so many good memories that we shared together. you have no idea how much i miss you
Worlds Greatest Dad
Hey babe just needed to tell you that your the best father in the world & our children were blessed to have you as their father, you would be very proud of all the kids and where they are at in their lives at the moment they have all grown and developed into wonderful adults. Happy fathers day babe from me and all the kids we all love and miss you very much you are our world and always will be. Sleep peacefully my baby and keep watching over us and guiding us . Night babe xxx
fathers day yay what can i say just another reminder that ill never see you again it hurts more now then it did 3 yrs ago i sware it gets harder every year i can even remember why i wake up and get out of bed anymore every day that passes has made me feel futher away from you as if im leaving you behind and i dont want that i have no idea were im heading anymore or were i want to be i have let your death flood my life and take over and i have finaly lost control well atleast it feels that way id kill to have just this one last fathers day with you to show u how far i have come and the man i have become to show you the chapters in my life i have ended and the new beginings but i guess you can see all that by watching over me i miss you dad i love you so much i have no idea what im going to do with out you if a god really dose exist hed end all the pain and bring you back to us theres not a day that goes by i dont think of you
or that i dont shed a tear i spent my 18th in tears wishing i could have had you with me that was meant to be our day we should have been together for that. dad i love you and i know you love me i am your son and ill always be proud to have had you in my life and ill treasure all the lessons you taught me wich is why tommorow we will celabrate what a wonderful guy your were how great of a husband you were and most of all the ledgand of a father you are love you happy fathers day your are missed and love sleep peacefully dad you have earned it i love you xoxoxoxox
harley
MISSING YOU
I wish heaven had a phone so i could hear your voice again,
I thought of you today but that is nothing new ,i thought about you
yesterday & days before that too,
I think of you in silence, i often speak your name,
all i have are memories and a picture in a frame ♥
I love & miss you Ronnie with all my heart & soul xxx
Sleep peacefully sweetheart xxx
we miss you.....
well you wouldve been 41 today...i just wanted to say that we miss you and wish you were here,theres not a day that goes by that we dont think of you...david is doing so good you'd be proud of him you really would he doesnt say much but i know he misses you so so much...we love you and always will love trish(freddo) and your son david xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Memories are what get me through
I love you with all my heart & sould babe , it has been 3 years today & every anniversary brings so many emotions rolling , it not just the loss we suffered that comes flooding back it the noises , the screams, the smells , the heat , the things we had to stand by & watch they all come flooding back and i relive every second of the night over and over . I am slowly getting it together on outside but babe inside i am dead. I will suffer in silence next thursday as we would have been together 26 years and i want you here to share that with me babe i love you with all my heart and soul xxx
i love you dad
i love u dad its bin 3 yrs and it hurts just as bad its like it was yesterday i miss u sooooo much things aint changed to much since christmas other than im doin a bartending course ......... and my white card ........ ooooooo and i got a girl friend now wish u could have met her dad ud love her aye i do but all the same i know ud b proud of me i love u and i miss u ur neva gonna b forgotten ever it hurts so much not having u here but i find it easier to deal with as time goes on i just keep remembering everything happens for a reson!!!!!!!!!!!! good or bad !!!! knowing u belived in it remindes me theres always a reson to keep going to get out of bed to work harded to make somthing of myself!!!!!!!!! ...TO BE THE MAN U ALWAYS WANTED ME TO BE!!!!!!!!!
R.I.P RONALD CHARLES FREEMAN JR
THE BEST DAD , GRANDFATHER , HUSBAND AND MATE IN THA WORLD !!!!!!!!!!!! dad illll always need u in mi life wether it b in person or memory im glad to be ur son n im glad i got to know u n understand y this has happened miss u so much (ur lil man)....OXOXOXOXOXOXO
hey dad i know its bin awhile since i spoke to u but i preffer not to remeber wat has happend to offten but that dnt mean ive forgot u so ily n merry christmas happy new yr n i miss u like hell christmas aint christmas without u n neva will b but were makin the most of it
mums doin tha best she can shes gotten so strong now ud b prouud of her aye she lernt to put foot to ass n its kinnda worrieing that shes mannaged to pull rank on me a bit xD love u dad mrry x mas love u
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